Exuent

When they brought the body home, the next morning, Gudrun was shut up
in her room. From her window she saw men coming along with a burden,
over the snow. She sat still and let the minutes go by.

There came a tap at her door. She opened. There stood a woman, saying
softly, oh, far too reverently: 'They have found him, madam!' 'Il est mort?' 'Yes--hours ago.' Gudrun did not know what to say. What should she say? What should she
feel? What should she do? What did they expect of her? She was coldly
at a loss.

'Thank you,' she said, and she shut the door of her room. The woman
went away mortified. Not a word, not a tear--ha! Gudrun was cold, a
cold woman.

Gudrun sat on in her room, her face pale and impassive. What was she to
do? She could not weep and make a scene. She could not alter herself.
She sat motionless, hiding from people. Her one motive was to avoid
actual contact with events. She only wrote out a long telegram to
Ursula and Birkin.

In the afternoon, however, she rose suddenly to look for Loerke. She
glanced with apprehension at the door of the room that had been
Gerald's. Not for worlds would she enter there.

She found Loerke sitting alone in the lounge. She went straight up to
him.

'It isn't true, is it?' she said.