Those bitter words of Cleve's, as if he mocked himself, were the
last Joan heard, and they rang in her ears and seemed to reverberate
through her dazed mind like a knell of doom. She lay there, all
blackness about her, weighed upon by an insupportable burden; and
she prayed that day might never dawn for her; a nightmare of
oblivion ended at last with her eyes opening to the morning light.

She was cold and stiff. She had lain uncovered all the long hours of
night. She had not moved a finger since she had fallen upon the bed,
crushed by those bitter words with which Cleve had consented to join
Kells's Legion. Since then Joan felt that she had lived years. She
could not remember a single thought she might have had during those
black hours; nevertheless, a decision had been formed in her mind,
and it was that to-day she would reveal herself to Jim Cleve if it
cost both their lives. Death was infinitely better than the suspense
and fear and agony she had endured; and as for Jim, it would at
least save him from crime.

Joan got up, a little dizzy and unsteady upon her feet. Her hands
appeared clumsy and shaky. All the blood in her seemed to surge from
heart to brain and it hurt her to breathe. Removing her mask, she
bathed her face and combed her hair. At first she conceived an idea
to go out without her face covered, but she thought better of it.
Cleve's reckless defiance had communicated itself to her. She could
not now be stopped.