My Souls Window

On the brink of something big

The dawning of a dream divine

Seems to all be happening at the perfect time

However…

Severe fears hold close too

Gottta make the perfect moves to work this thing through

Don't want to disappoint anyone with anything I do

Sometimes I'm so excited my mind seems to spin topsy turvy

Then there's the times when I wonder if I am even worthy

To be immensely happy,

To be finally successful and

To be thoroughly loved…and

Thus, good enough to have everything and everyone I've ever dreamed of?

Often I feel selfish to want so much more…

When life's been good to me giving family and friends I adore

But I feel in my soul a slow growing fire

It hurts in my heart to fight this embedded desire

So if God lit this match in me, then it can't be all wrong

I'm learning I'm built this way…so I've got to be strong

In spite of my fear and doubts I gotta beat an un-attempted loss

I'm learning new things that tell me I'm my own boss and

I can achieve whatever I believe

Make big things happen, fulfill all my own needs and

I can have things I never before knew

I seem to be slowly finding myself…and I encourage acceptance of the journey within you!

Never Stop Searching For Inner Peace!