Emotional Leftovers

What am I suppose to do…

With all the left over emotions I feel for you?

It's so strong that I can't dismiss it.

It's so natural I'm floored by how much I missed it.

It's so unexpected I can barely cope with it.

It's so seriously sincere that I rarely joke with it.

It's spilling from me like water from my heart into the pool of my soul.

It's killing me like a poisonous dart splitting apart old feelings I thought had been disposed.

I'm regretting while reminiscing in long-term reflection

I'm wishing I would've been more willing to face the possibility of rejection.

Finding myself here, after all these years throws me completely off my square.

I'm hoping like hell I didn't somehow along the way make the wrong connection somewhere.

Loving our Life Partners is what we so easily do.

However, mentally escaping Lost Love's chances isn't pleasing for me, or you.

And because you know me so well you won't let me dispel, what I feel you see in my eyes.

That's when I know I've got to quit it, you won't let me forget it, you can relate to what I feel inside.

So in Love and I feel like I deserve to…

Be the one loving you continuously like I've always longed to…

For you deserve me as much as I deserve you!

But we belong to others and that's our personal truth